Ambivalens

just a little bit stronger
just a little bit wiser
just a little less needy
and maybe i'd get there?

just a little bit pretty
just a little more aware
just a little bit thinner
and maybe i'd get there?

clearly, clearly i remember
pulling up my shirt
and staring blank ahead

clearly, clearly i remember
days of useless crying
and almost feeling dead

oh perhaps, perhaps if i was smaller
perhaps i could control myself
perhaps if i was...

just a little bit stronger
just a little bit wiser
just a little less needy
and maybe i'd get there?

just a little bit pretty
just a little more aware
just a little bit thinner
and maybe i'd get there?